May 22, 2013

  • Day 10

    Someone you don't talk to as much as you'd like to

     

    I'm posting three of these a day because I am bored out of my mind with recital being over.  So....  Another one.

     

    Nicole,

    You are like a sister to me.  We know everything about each other.  I love you so much.  I wish we got to sit down and talk more.  We have been so busy lately.  You with school.  Me with dance.  When we are together, we usually aren't alone.  Luci is there.  Carlo and Buddy are there.  You have witnessed me be quite destructive to myself over the past few years.  I know you are probably worried about me.  I would love to really talk it through.  And I know you have stuff on your mind, too.  We always talk about your family, and Buddy's work.  I know you don't really like to explore some of the deep stuff.  You have a lot of pain in there.   We don't have to know all the details of each others' lives to still be close, but it's always nice to share those, too.  And, really, even if we don't have real talk,  I would like to hang out more often.  I miss you!  And I saw you yesterday.  Talked to you today.  You're leaving for vacation tomorrow.   I Miss You!!  What will happen when you work nights?  

    Leah