June 14, 2013

  • Day 28

    Someone that changed your life

     

     

    My Luci,  

          You flipped my life on it's ass.  I didn't know anything before you came along.   I was young and irresponsible and selfish.  I didn't know what I thought about anything or how I felt about life.  You have taught me everything.   You have taught me about what matters.  How the details sometimes mean everything and yet sometimes it's only the major points that will stick around.   How everything slips away so fast.  Change happens constantly.  You taught me I am strong.  I will be strong for you.  I know that with everything I am.   You taught me what love is.   I thought love and happiness were the same thing.  That's really the opposite of what it is.  Love is when you are in the worst pain of your life, and you put yourself willingly through more pain for someone else's benefit.  Without question.  Without hesitation.  Love is all consuming.  Without you, I think I would still be a mess.  The last 5 years have been a little messy, yes.  But, I am no longer a mess.  I'm no longer without roots.  Without purpose.  You are my future.  

    Mommy