February 19, 2013

  • Love Parade (The final Story)

    #4, #11, #14, #16, #18.       

    I keep on fallin'
    In and out of love 
    With you
    Sometimes I love ya
    Sometimes u make me blue
    Sometimes I feel good
    At times I feel used
    Lovin you darlin'
    Makes me so confused

     

    I listened to this song today.  I thought it fit.  

    FS

    I have written posts about this guy on previous occasions.  FS stands for Feng Shui because he's fluent in Cantonese.  Then I turned it into Fifty Shades.  Let's add Fucking Sucks.  I was a very bad girl in my last post and actually gave away his real identity.   I'm tempted to do it again.  I'll just say that it wouldn't be a very difficult xanga archive scavenger hunt.  

    #4.   I wanted you to be my prom date.  Your friend asked me first.   How was I supposed to know, you planned to ask me?  Too late.  

    #11.  Best friend ever.  I love you.  I miss you.

    #14.  Blast from the past.  You turned out awesome.  And very far away.  The two Time Zone difference worked for us.  Me the night owl, you the early to bed. We got to go on a date!  A real one, in the same town.  It was a great happy night, and then you left the next day.   And you were really gone again.  

    #16.   Far away in the other direction.  Time Zone screwed.   We came within fingertip distance and missed each other.  Gone again.

    #18.   You have sufficiently screwed my ability to look for a real relationship.  I need you in my life.  Again, we come fingertip distance apart, and yet so damn far.  I can't believe I didn't even see you this time around.   Drop me like a hot potato.  Bye, again.  

     

    He's a busy boy with 5 floats in the parade.

    My next post will hopefully be when I examine what this parade means.  And Also to convey how I feel about all of this.  

    Valentine's day wasn't wonderful.

    Leah K.