December 12, 2012

  • journal entry

    everything's different.

     

    Absolutely nothing has changed, but I can't go back.   I see everything differently.   

    I might still love you.  I might still talk about life with you.  

    I couldn't be with you, even if you wanted me.  

    That statement is even too heavy for our situation.

    So why can't I look for someone new?  

    I can't get it through my head that it would be different.  

    Different person.  Different time.  Different me.  

    And this changes nothing.  Tomorrow, I will continue being forever alone.

    Leah K.

Comments (3)

  • no you won't,  mr Wonderful is out there, just use some windex on your glass slipper

  • @TexasTidbits - Thanks for the encouragement.  

  • Don't say forever.  Just say for now.  After all you can't see what the future holds.  Unless you're a fortune teller or psychic and I just didn't know that.   I hope you find someone amazing that surprises you all the time. I can relate to that C.S. Lewis quote though.  Life's crazy that way.

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