A large amount of my days pass quickly in an unconcerned contented state.
I live life in a dreamy haze of apathy.
I put off worry. I put off joy.
For another day.
I'll just get through this day.
I don't want tomorrow to come, but I'd like today to end.
I try to live in that place in between dreams.
Then, something starts to call.
"Wake up, Beautiful..."
"Wake up, Princess."
Being awake is harder than I want it to be.
I can see things. Feel things.
Like when the covers get ripped off.
The light pours in through the curtains.
Everything becomes a stimulant.
Not particularly in a good way.
But can it be a bad thing to take stock?
It might not be a pleasant inventory.
How can you discover what you need without knowing what you've got.
Wake up. Re-evaluate. Get upset about life.
Care.
Leah K.
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