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Laura,
I want you to be happy! We are so alike. You work yourself to death. You put everything you have into what you do. You put so much stress on yourself. Stress that makes you tired and makes you sick. I know you wouldn't be happy unless you were putting all of yourself into everything you do, but I just wish your body and mind were not so taxed. I want to see you more! It bothers me that you are so far away. I really think if we lived close we could be the best of friends. You have so much to do with who I am. I looked up to you throughout the years. You have been able to help me understand things. You have enlightened me in a lot of ways. You have shown me it's OK not to be perfect. It's also not OK to be stupid for too long. I want you to love yourself, and I want you to be happy. I love you. I think you are one of the greatest people I will ever know.
Lindsey,
I worry about you. I know you probably are just fine. If I were in your shoes I would be miserable. I would not have made the same choices as you. I would be lonely and tired. I hope these things are not true. I know you are not like me. You have always been different. And, where I can't understand your choices and your feelings, I do hope the best for you. I hope you have done what is right for you. I hope you will consider yourself sometimes. I'm having a hard time with you. I love you, and I miss you. I want to see you. But, you are so different. I don't like your most recent life choice. I will never tell you not to do it. I have always supported you when maybe Mom and Laura haven't. This is the first time I don't support you. I will let you go. I will still be your sister. I will love you. I just can't understand you in this. I hope I have been a good sister in our grown up years. I feel like I have time to make up for. I will always cherish our good times. Mostly revolving around music. I will always owe you for my music exposure.
Bill,
Our relationship might be odd. We might not speak to each other on a normal basis, but you are one of my favorite people. I love you and I am proud of you. We give love in much the same way. We are so similar. I wish the girls could be closer. I hope you make an awesome life for yourself. I know we are in the same kind of place. We always have been. Our lives parallel in ridiculous ways. We will both make it, brother!
Marcos and John Michael,
I don't really have high hopes that we will ever be close. I don't think bad of you. I know you guys really have nothing to do with us not being close. I wish you happiness in your lives. And John Michael, maybe you can learn from mine and Bill's mistakes. Good luck.
Your sister
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